( INFERIORITY COMPLEX )
THE GHOST WHICH KILLS US INSIDE.
I came to understand every single humanbeing lives with the psychological
ghost from within, some of the ghosts are inherited and some are coming from
the others our own everyday struggles. The worst part of this sort of mindset
hocus pocus , is this thing known as Inferiority Complex.
Way back before slavery, Alkebulani was lived with civilized people as it
is now known African continent..I heard this African sort of name was named
after the whiteman king Africus or something, whom most of the people knows
nothing about it. Well that’s not the whole point though.
During the civilized world within Kemmet ,which is also
another name of Africa, people were lived to believe in heroic stories, myths,
tales which create an inspiration to almost all the African Kingdoms as now
known as Tribes. People were lived to believe on becoming heroes and sheroes due to the fact of how stories of unsung
heroes were means to create such strong communities as they were eager to be
one of the ever after lived heroes.
Well since things are changing from all modes of production,
culture bent to be changed too, some are completely forgotten as the cultures
which were used to be our ancestors culture, and some of the new culture
becomes to be seen as they were previous culture of our ancestors.
INFERIORITY COMPLEX AS PSYCHOLOGICAL GHOST
Inferiority Complex, since I don’t know if it quiet right to
named it as culture, but I can sense it plays A big role within different types
of races, for instance my African race which sampled to be seen as An African
culture to have that inferiority while the truth is…it is not even close to be
our culture since it never been in our culture before slavery. I’m pretty sure
some of the psychologists can explain better the impacts of inferiority complex
than I could, but I wish to explain how does it means to be explained inside
me.
As I was a child, the one and only person I was so afraid of
…..used to be my father, why? Cause he was too strictly with some of the
doctrines he wanted to implant within ourselves, I was blessed enough to be
raised under A middle class family ,during 1990’s few years ahead after my
country United Republic Of Tanzania announced to be rely on Non Alligment
Movement ( NAM ) , We were not typical capitalists, neither socialists ..we
were kind of down for whatever, That’s when my family could have access to the
television, tv cables and whatever.
I came to understand why my father was so strictly within
us, I came to understand he wanted us to know the world and understand it with
his perception and guidance, toe to toe with an assistance of his wife whom is
my mother. You may seems to ask yourself why that? The answer is simple, He
wanted me , my sisters with our lil brother at that time , to live with moral
aspects which he grew up with back at the village. Though he lived at the
village at the time of socialism ,he would not mind to teach us what he learnt
back at that time and the difference in between his past and our present and I
can see how challenge it was to set up foundations which will help us to cope
both ways though we never went to the village for homestaying with our
grandparents.
During at that time, Yet I never knew something called
inferiority complex perhaps I saw them but I didn’t understand if that were
meant to be the ones, perhaps that fear I used to sees white folks at churches means
to be known inferiority complex. I remember at my younger age at church meant
something,I used to think all white folks were relatives of Jesus, Yet I used
to believe clergymen whom they were doing sunday services at churches they have
no sins, that loyality I used to have now I can double dare to say they are
psychological inferiority complex. I should be excused incase some of you might
think im going blasphemy .
REALITY AS POTION FROM POISON .
Life passed by and the reality comes in between, school
didn’t teach me nothing about inferiority complex, until I started to educate myself, that is when I opened
my mind and learnt about civil rights movement with oppression of the
oppressors by using lynchism, Jim Crow , and other segregation strategics which
meant to create the inferiority complex from our fellow African brothers and
sisters from diaspora. That is when I came to the sense , if it happened to my
cousin why it isn’t necessary to happen to my brother?
This ghost came in my life when I started to observe other
peoples culture, and thanks to reality as potion which made to cure from
poison, cause most of them western folks when they befriended with me it was
the moment I felt like being accepted and wondered perhaps Im not considered as
savage or someone awful.
AFRICAN PUPPETRY ON A WHITE PARTY
As I sat down and meditate about this, I still can see the stereotypes over
black people still exists but well modified , inferiority complex itself self
made to pleases the ones whom has been bewitched to be like sort of robots,
whom wil be able to bow down for an acceptance of the oppressors. I hate
whenever I sees myself through my imaginations when I play goofy to anyone whom
seemingly to most like be like an Oppressor, I hate seeing myself in this
position when I was an employee at different companies, my heart burns whenever
I think of heart blast when you be notified your boss is calling you, though I
could be on my desk at work, well dressed up, necktie and clean shoes still I
could see myself in cotton plantation as Kunta Kinte feared to get whipped by
Massa, I know people might be sort of offended to refers the present with the
past, I know some of the people believes slavery is over, it is no longer
existed, I know some of the people will be thinking to use slavery as vivid
example is an escaping goat of the reality. Wel !! it might be true but it wont
be the whole form of the truth, cause the truth is.. being inferior is an
achievement of helping the Master to accomplish his goals, being loyal with it ,means
to be baptized into the house or field as their negro .
BRAINWASHED AFRICAN COMMUNITIES AT THE MOTHERLAND THAN ONES
AT THE DIASPORA.
In Tanzania for example ,many communities have not been associate with foreigners and
many don’t well know how does the inferiority complex real is in their life,
the sense might comes later may be after experience difference sort of
treatments from one to another . I laugh with anger deep inside whenever I meet
people I know with different british accents when they speaks English, I laugh
and end up angry when I sees my female friends sounds like Queen Elizabeth
whenever they speaks English, I don’t mean to sound rude but seriously I get
pissed. I supposed to be switched into the british accent since school thanks
to Hip Hop cause it was too late for me to sound like Elvis Prisley so I could
be known I speak English, even when I started to speak English in my teen, I
was stereotyped to be seen that im ruffneck African child whom affiliated with
rap music, and gangstarr rap. My English teacher once told me I should sound African
when I read some literature during English class, I was young enough to
understand that inferiority complex was eating our education system of my
country and its foundation.
WHAT TO DO ?
As I was in Dar es salaam last February,2015. My comrade
whom is well known as Mejah Mbuya whom we were discussing this sort of agenda
somewhere at the coast, he told me . The only solution is to read, he meant
self educating perhaps like I did till I puzzled the whole picture on my own.
Yet he added , people they should listen, when you listen careful you will
understand something isn’t right, after that you will speak it out loud. When
you have the courage you will, when you wont im sure you skipped the first
point of self educating, Im sure if almost everybody self educate from the
reality, the world would be full of activists whom could troublesome to the
communities and the system would be threaten to be perished, since they already
know that way back before we could have the grip. The system created things
which will interrupt our ability of thinking deep, and do the right things for
the right time , towards for the right purposes, instead of that they
intoxicated our minds through out our foods, drinks, powered by intoxications
from what they want us to watch on our TV’s and Radios.
We do need to educate ourselves, and educate our next
generation. I sometimes don’t believe in life after deaths, I believe there is
life at your presence. We need to be careful on protecting our lives cause we
only live once. We should fight the inferiority complex ghost no matter how
hard we be seeing that we should seek to see the Psychologists, cause the truth
is…You are not sick, they wants us to be sick so they could intoxicate us with
paramedics, best believe me if you are Jesus Christ is believer ..what does A
pastor needs to take classes of Psychology, Sociology, and Theology to convert
you into believer ?! are you sick to need Psychology approaches ? are you mad
to be approached by his sociology approaches ? do you need all that so you
could understand well about God and his teachings from Theology and Bible
knowledge that our pastors, clergymen went to school for ?! .Family we do need
to educate ourself before to dedicate yourself be full time robot of the
Oppressors as minority .
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